Daniel Katz

Such a sexy Jew. I want to do extreemly dirty things to him. But alas, I work with him. Mores the pity for me. How I could change his boring little world, would scare him. Mores the pity for him. He will never know. Saddness fills me at this thought.

Hurrah!!

Yeah.. so Why was so worried!! Not preggers!! by that guy!! The guy who as my wife says, looks like he has downs.. Go figure!! I think he is cute!! But I don't think it matters.. He is not for me.. He is for another more comparable person.. Here's hoping that she is a groovy chick that likes me also!! but one can only hope. I miss Casey.. and I miss David, and I just wanna Fool around with Dan.. But since that is not possible.. Booo!! I'm so fucking bored and lonely in Tucson.. I just want friends.. It doesn't have to be sex( but it would be nice) But just friends to hang out with.. away from my house.. So bored, and I see that I'm getting fat and outa shape.

Fuck,Fuck,FUCK!!

Ok. So the whole period thing has yet to shake itself out.. I'm totally serious people!! I'm starting to worry here!! Huh... I am NOT amused.. So scared.. but check it.. I'm not scared about being pregnant.. I'm scared about having to pay monies that I could use elsewhere.. like for speakers in my car, and a new stereo.. or a new pair of shoes!! FUCK!! No more sex for Me!! EVER!! Hopefully its just stress and false pretenses..This makes me sad.. I'm still not going t o thik about it until mid september.. cause it could have just been my lucky month and I just didn't get it.. I mean, I hjave cramps and bloating and my face is broken out like I'm about to start.. with the child, I was very serene and My skin looked awesone.. So I figure It was just my lucky month last month, and this month, it will be back with a VENGeNCE! I guess we shall see huh? Pluis theres that whole isssue of me having an IUD.. It work this fucking far.. why the fuck not now? So as I said.. I'm gonna chalk it up to being just lucky and stress.