Fuck,Fuck,FUCK!!

Ok. So the whole period thing has yet to shake itself out.. I'm totally serious people!! I'm starting to worry here!! Huh... I am NOT amused.. So scared.. but check it.. I'm not scared about being pregnant.. I'm scared about having to pay monies that I could use elsewhere.. like for speakers in my car, and a new stereo.. or a new pair of shoes!! FUCK!! No more sex for Me!! EVER!! Hopefully its just stress and false pretenses..This makes me sad.. I'm still not going t o thik about it until mid september.. cause it could have just been my lucky month and I just didn't get it.. I mean, I hjave cramps and bloating and my face is broken out like I'm about to start.. with the child, I was very serene and My skin looked awesone.. So I figure It was just my lucky month last month, and this month, it will be back with a VENGeNCE! I guess we shall see huh? Pluis theres that whole isssue of me having an IUD.. It work this fucking far.. why the fuck not now? So as I said.. I'm gonna chalk it up to being just lucky and stress.