Im happiest with you. I want that feeling all the time, not just sporatically. Its just damned difficult to understand what is truly going on. Is it because of the distance? Or is it because i can truly be myself around you? Maybe its just because i have been more honest with you than anyone else in my world. I just didnt think that this was how it was supposed to happen. There is supposed to be a flash, a bang, a.. A SOMETHING IMMEDIATE. Like a bolt of lightening. But thats not how it is at all. This makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I think its totally cute when you geek out, and totally sexy when you rip my clothes off just to hold me close. It makes me smile when i hear your ringtone, and laugh when you substitute words with donkey. When i dont talk to you all day, it affects my mood. I worry about you, way more often than i am comfortable with. You are often too uncaring of what others think. But that is what makes me love you.