I figured it out.. Again!

So I was sittin around my house doing my hair this weekend( cause it needed to be done and because Pen is coming into town at the end of May) and I realized ( yet again) why Mr. David Smith and I would never(ever) mesh well.. I mean as I said before, we could be friends, and we can enjoy partially what the other has to offer, but it could never work out fully and completely.. Why? Well cause he isn't( wasn't) fully comfortable with me, or hisself.. I mean think about it.. after all the time we spent together, Not once did he bust in on me whilst I was in the bathroom, Never did he take a ridiculously huge poo and ask me to gauge its size.. Never did he want to come into the bathroom to keep me company whilst I went( or vice versa).. We were never fully comfortable with each other.. whereas, I was able to hang in the bathroom with Pen whilst he pissed and I did my make-up before we went out an full 2wks after I had met him! I mean it is undeniably odd how I had spent so much time and effort on David, yet when it came down to it, Pendergrass has WAAAY more qualities that I was looking for in a guy than David could ever lay claim to.. IDk..I mean, there were certain things that david had that I enjoyed.. But for some reason, Pen has that irresitable pull that keeps me wanting to t talk to him.. Maybe its cause he is so much younger than I.. I notice that he likes chicks that are waaay to old for him also.. I mean the last stripper girlfriend of his is like 26yrs! I was like.. dude, you like your women old don't you? Pen is Hiliarious to say the least, and I love that we can totally talk about the darkside of things.. and him not be totally uncomfortable about it.. He just tries to talk me out of it.. We both know that it doesn't help, But it makes us both feel better to go about it this way..I was kinda sad that i didn't get to hang out on the phone with him this weekend, but his mommy and his sister were in town visiting.. Huzzah for Him! I finally got rid of all but 2 pictures of David in my phone this weekend.. I was super close to erasing his number yet again, but then I realized that there was no need to do that.. I'm not in that 'desparate to talk to him" phase that I was in before.. Hell i didn't even bother to tell my wife or my sensei that he had left a comment on my blog from myspace.. His importance is fast fading into the backbground.. pretty soon he will be delegated to the 'fondness in thinking' phase.. where I remember goodthings about hime that I will add to the list of what my perfect guy is.. like His Height.. He was beautifully tall!! It was sooo very awesome.. I even liked his body style.. I mean, I thought he could do with just a little more muscle in his arms and his back, but he was delectable( until i realized that there was no power behind his punches).. Ummmm I'm trying to think of anything else good about him.. I'm over the teaching aspect.. I already know that whatever guy I get with will have to have a fabulous taste in music, so thats out..( maybe thats why I'm not all that hung up on Pendergrass, he has pretty horrible tastes in music!) Oh, I guess he was a safe driver.. and he could be smart at the most impressive moments.. not much else good about David Smith.. I guess it was cool that he was sorta athletic.. whateve.. I don't think that there is much else though.. okies.. I gots shit to do folks! Holla at me later!