life is...

not bad, not good, not ridiculous.. I mean I was talking to one of my co-workers about David, and I told her that I KNOW that David and I aren't meant to be together, But we ARE meant to be friends for life.. Thats honestly all I want. I mean, anything else would be too much or too little. Pendergrass, well he is just a groovy dude. I'm sorta kinda excited to see him at the end of May.. But not overly excited. I totally got my 'dad' to give me the money for my rent.. I haven't talked to him since I was 10yrs! I gave the guilt trip of not having asked anything since I had been 10( and even then I think it was candy that I asked for) So he gave me what I needed plus some!