soooooo..

Whats good! Just letting it be out there.. I know what i want, I know what i need.. i want a Someone who can read my mind. That way I can have the perfect guy.. with out the drama or stress.. Then.. I can have the next 3 yrs fun!! Ok that didn't make any sense.. but nuttin is making much sense to me lately.. I enjoyed my night saturday.. it was fun.. and I even got a number from a super cute guy at the bar! But thats neither here nor there.. I had fun.. with the exception of one thing.. the sex(as usual) was not the on and cracking type.. But it was groovy cause He made up for it later on.. But it still was a disappointment.. Then he tried making out with me.. eeeewwww.. But it was still groovy! Ummmm.. so I realized that I refer to all my x's by their middle names in my phonebook.. Weird... But any wayz.. I'm done with these fcking family functions.. I'm so over them.. But Back into the fray i guess.. Oh yeah.. So i talked to BB yesterday, and IDK.. I was feeling antsy and so I sorta picked a fight.. then i hung up.. But I know that I was in the wrong.. I can't help it.. Hes slow and a boy and acts like such A GIRL, THAT I CAN'T HELP BUT TO FUCK WITH HIM EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE.. Hes sooo damned concerened about what what I feel, that it affects his performance, with makes me say and write scathing remarks about or to him.. But its his fault for being so sensetive.. at least thats what I think..