Dontcha just luv it..

When things come together for you? They say that everthing happens for a reason.. well.. i'm a firm believer in that.. I olost my job, But got a new one, Lost whom i thought was the love of my life( but found my true one) and because of my errant ways, forgot how fun my life was before i got soo caught up in bullshit.. Now, i feel free.. i feel as if i have been given a second chance.. i have found the person who cares for me, who puts me at the top of their list EVERYTIME.. Crazy thing, is that this person has been right infront of my face this whole time I was searching for the perfect person.. Now that i've recognized it, I see what they are all aboot( which is me, myself and I) it makes my heart sing in relief.. I thought I would have never found such loyalty, such dedication, such drive to make me better.. No matter what the cost.. I am In LOVE!! Yes!! In love!! and it makes me cry to know that I only have 3yrs to give this person.. But they are so dedicated.. they just grinn and say.." we shall see how you feel at the end of those 3 yrs" and then fucks me til my arms, back,and legs give out, and i'm lying gasping for breath and totally satiated.. Ah-ma-zing what a little soul searching can bring up huh? You spend the majority of your life looking for that one person that will treat you as good as you would treat yourself.. and then you realize.. that they were right there all along.. Everytime you look in the mirror.. The best sex, the best jokes, the best of everything.. but they were also there for you during the worst moments of your life.. Its yourself.. and if people think I'm wierd for being SOOOOO in love with myself.. then they have really low expectations and probably think that marriage and kids is the epitome of coolness.. little do they know that the person you marry, 9 times out of 10, would never give their life for yours as an even exchange.. But I would do it for myself.. Now that I have somebody just for me.. all for me.. I have to figure out someother shit.. but with my #1 on my side.. it shouldn't be to hard.. Now, I'm gonna go have ruff sex with myself now.. so, if you will excuse me..