I hate when they talk to me Like i'm a mentally retarded child..

Especially the creepy old bat that sit on the other side.. It makes me wonder if they really knew me, would they continually talk down to me so.. But they don't and I understand.. most humans tend to be so caught up in their own miniscule lives, that they have no CLUE what goes on right in front of thier faces.. usually its the quiet ones that see s*it coming 1st(thats why they are usually the ones that go crazy).. but when your the thing that they see coming...(and they say they never saW it coming).. anywayz.. I have decided to quit smoking.. Seriously this time.. I'm realizing that i just can't seem to afford it. I need other things beside putting pollution in my lungs.. It will most definately be hard, but It will be better in the long run.. plus, I think that I could talk David into quitting to. he said something to the effect of it this weekend.. I think its a wise choice.. David and I had a wonderful time this weekend.. he actually made an effort to keep in contact with me this whole weekend.. he told me that if he lived with his mom, things between us wouldn't change much, cause his mom works nights..DUDE, DOES THAT NOT SOUND SUPER GHETTO TO YOU? I WAS ALL LIKE, ARE YOU GOING TO SNEAK ME IN AND OUT OF YOUR HOUSE FOR THE MONTH OR SO THAT YOU LIVE THERE? needless to say he was not amused by my observation.. he was also talking about changing jobs.. I told him that yes he may not make much at the place he works at, but at least he gets all major holidays and every weekend off.. which, if he started working at like the hospital(as a janitor no less!)then he may have to work nights, and he could pretty much kiss his weekends goodbye.. I told him it may not be much, but a set schedule is incredibly awesome.. Plus.. we would never be able to really hang out.. and that would make me sad.. yesterday, he came out to HANG with me at micasa.. and we went to peter piper to eat pizza and drink beer.. it was alot of fun and I'm glad that I got to hang out with him. we had a talky aboot moving and then we had a talky aboot kissing.. I asked him to stop trying to do it..Cause its GROSS!! I'm horrible at it and I don't like doing it.. I told him it was a waste of time.. If I was in the mood to fool around, then I would just do it.. irregaurdless of 4 play..I think that David and I may actually me pretty good for each other.. We are just about on the same level and I don't think that there will have to be much in the way of catch-up.. HE IS A QUICK and eager learner, and is actually a delight to be around.. I really like him.. If I don't hear from him, it makes me sad, IF I DON'T SEE HIM, I GET MAD.. But I think thatwith little give, we could make it work between us.. If I don't cheat on him.. But I don't think I could.. hes' just as kinky as I am.. and boy do i LOVE that!! now I gotta get ready to go home.. I gotta get sh*t taken care of before I leav.. the big wigs are supposed to be coming in.. I think I may go work out again before I drive home.. Mabye not.. I'm pretty tired from helping jen deliver the child yesterday.. so sleepy..