In Lust we trust!

OKIES.. SO I'M FINDING THIS WHOLE GETTING OVER DAVID THING SURPRISINGLY EASY.. ITS WEIRD CAUSE I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO GET OVER THAT ONE..BUT WHAT EVE.. SO I FIGURE CAUSE I HAVE A NEW CRUSH..YES, I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING.. ALREADY! YUP, ALREADY. ITS NOT LIKE I INTENTIONALLY WANT THESE THINGS TO HAPPEN, BUT MR.PERFECT IS WELL, PERFECT.. OK SO HE ISN'T ALL THAT PERFECT, BUT HE IS PRETTY FUCKING COOL. HE IS INCREDIBLY FUNNY, AND INTELLIGENT, AND TALL AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, HES GOT THOSE SEXY BLUE EYES THAT I ADORE SO MUCH ON MY GUYS! BUT WHAT I THINK I ACTUALLY LIKE THE MOST, IS THAT HE ACTUALLY HAS LIKE A MANLY MAN VOICE.. IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT.. ITS JUST THAT ITS SOOO DIFFERENT WITH HIM.. I REALLY ENJOY BEING AROUND HIM, AND I EVEN ENJOY HIM BEING ALL MOODY AND SATYRICAL. BUT HE IS A GROOVY DUDE.. AND THE SEX... SURPRISINGLY NON-EXHISTENT.. WE HAD THAT ILLUSTRIUOS DISCUSSION EARLY ON.. HE ACTUALLY WANTS HTO 'JUST HANG OUT' AND SEE WHERE THINGS GO FROM THERE.. NOW I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING, THIS GUY HAS TO BE GAY RIGHT.. WELL I THOUGHT THAT TOO, UNTIL A MIDDAY HANG-OUT SESSION, GOT A LITTLE HOT AND HEAVY.. BUT BECAUSE IT WAS MIDDAY, AND WE WERE AT WORK, (IN THE PARKING LOT) IT DIDN'T GO TO FAR.. IKNOW, IKNOW.. YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO SHIT WHERE YOU EAT, BUT I'LL BE DAMNED IF I DON'T SUCK THE JOY OUT OF THE NEXT 3 1/2 YRS I HAVE LEFT.. TO BE HONEST, I THINK HE JUST WANTS TO SEE HOW LONG I CAN LAST BEFORE HE TORTURES ME INTO BEGGING FOR IT.. AND AS MUCH AS THE THOUGHT OF MYSELF ON MY KNEES IN FRONT OF HIM NAKED AND GROVELING AT HIS FEET TURNS ME ON.. THATS NOT HOW I WANT OUR 1ST SEXUAL ENCOUNTER TO BE.. ACTUALLY, I STARTED WRITING A SHORT ABOUT HOW I WANT THE 1ST TIME I ACTUALLY FUCK HIM TO GO.. ITS QUIRKY AND SARCASTIC AND FUNNY AND SEXUALLY INTENSE All at the same TIME. BUT IT DOES NEED SOME WORK.. OMG!! I LOVE JUST STARING INTO HIS EYES!! FUCK!! HE MAKES ME WET JUST THINKING ABOUT HIM!! GOTTA TOUCH MYSELF.. OKIES, I'M GOING TO GO WATCH PORN THAT I FOUND ON STUMBLEUPON.COM SO I WILL HOLLA ATCHA FOLKS LATER!! MAYBE THE NEXT TIME I WRITE, I WILL HAVE SOMETHING A LITTLE MORE JUICY TO WRITE ABOUT..HERES HOPING!