I don't think it's right..

Sooo.. Its raining here.. which is really rare in this wonderous state.. And what do you do when it rains? You stay indoors and hang out watching tv or movies and fooling around.. So I Called BB and requested his presence to cuddle with me.. Yes I said cuddle.. i couldn't help it.. I think its about that time of the month.. But mores the pity, about that time for BB and I to part ways.. It always ends up like this.. I can't stand it when I feel like cuddling and the guy has no clue what to do.. But whateve.. I will live on.. I feel so sad that its ending.. I think we ae both getting pretty tired of one another.. plus the sex was really shitty tonight.. I mean really shitty sex.. Didn't last long and I didn't even get off. Oh well.. When the sex starts to get bad, thats when its time to kiss the relationship goodbye.. okies.. I'm off to bed.. Hopefully to dream of a sexy, sexy, sex bomb of a guy.. One that I don't have to train and gets me right away.. One that has similar hopes and dreams and ideas to mine.. night!