ReaDY?

I think I will hang out with him.. Just to hang out.. I really Like BB.. Too much so.. So much so, That I realize that I NEED to find another person to lavish my attention on, or else.. Or else.. I refuse to give my soul to someone who would do nothing with it.. nothing but disregaurd it in such a way, as to crush me.. I refuse to hand over that power to another person.. There is a small part of me that wants to.. just take a chance it says.. But the logical side screams at me to not be a dumb fucking cunt.. which side do I choose? the quiet, or the loud?