WOW!!

Ok.. so this weekend and this past week was super awesome!! I guess.. Thanks to my sensei, I no longer have to stay @ the house of filth and hang out with the crybaby and watch her and the bird makeout! But whateve.. It was nice of her to allow me to stay with her and I am eternally greatful, but I just can't live in filth.. Or with someone who is to lazy to clean up after themselves.. But what eve.. So after hanging out with brian(and his super sexy roomate) on thursday,I have come to a conclusion.. I have met the manly man of my dreams.. Brians roomy is, is.. OMG!! Fucking HOT!! Fucking SEXY!! and sooooo Next on my list of conquests! I want to do such dirty things to that boy! You don't even understand! Hes like 6'2 and yes he could stand to put on about 15 or 20 lbs, but he has the red hair and blue eyes that I love sooooooooo very much..he is funny, has grrrreat taste in music andhas an actual career.. I may get my heart hurt with this one guys, cause this is what I want, and far be it from me to let myself not get what i want sooo bad.. I may disgrace myself, and I may even be treated unjustly.. But I'm sure it will all be worth it... cause once I fuck him in the ass.. it will be all over.. and I will be triumphant.. GOD BLESS AMERICA!! as for BB.. Well, Ya know.. since I have to prepare myself for the inevitable joining of spirits with the NEW lust of my life, he will have to be let go.. which to be completely honest, is turning out to be easier than I thought it would be.. just needed a force stronger than the one that was keeping me attatched to him, to pull me away.. I feel kinda bad that I will kinda blow him off, but its more for the sanity of both of us.. We had a good run and It will be cool to see if I could be 'JUST FRIEnds' with him.. Or vice versa.. cause Now I have a goal.. a challenge.. and I'm all about him!