shit that i wrote to myself about my situation..

Well, I'm sorry that you made a bad decision that YOU now have to deal with.. I guess that whole celibacy thing is too little to late, huh? Its really not MY fault that you got knocked up by MR.Morality and then figured she would just 'take care of herself'.. Your an Idiot, and you know it. I'm here to remind you just how much of an Idiot you are EVERYDAY!I liked Casey! I thought you guys were AWESOME together.. Don't forget that I was there when the times were good, AND when the times were bad.. I KNOW what happened and I even know Why.. I figure if you can be chicken shit all the time, then I can be a BITCH all the time.. I'm seriously tired of hearing you bemoan the loss of some guy YOU WILL NEVER GET BACK.. Get over it! Quit being a dumb whore.. your starting to fucking act and whine just like Brandy.. If you don't snap out of it, I'm just gonna have to drop you like we did her.. Hell I'll do ya one better.. Still, I understand that your confused and hurt and whatever else you fucking chicks tend to feel..But does that give you an excuse to make me listen to you fucking cry about it? If you don't fucking like something, change it.. if you can't change it, then leave it alone and walkt the fuck away.. Just like that idiot David.. You did what you had to do to get away from him right? He was an idiot and a jackAss, and your alot happier without trying to get him to fit in that little prefabricated mold that you have for your guys.. You knew he wouldn't fit this whole time, You were in a power struggle with yourself trying to leave him alone.. You found a way out of that stupid shit right? If you ask me, he was a waste of time, energy and space.. But Obviously, what I think just doesn't matter, or else you wouldn't be in the FUCKED-UP situation your in now. STOP looking for the perfect guy.. There isn't one.. Casey was cool, I will admit that.. But even he wasn't perfect, as testament to him choosing that horrible child over you.