Thursday, January 24, 2008

WOW!!

Look at me.. I'm all shook up an shit. I mean for some stupid reason, I figured that since it was raining today, that he would call me or contact me.. Nuthing.. I keep forgetting that the reason we no longer talk, is because I'm in love with him, and he... doesn't feel the same. DUH Danielle! Obviously hes NOT going to call me, or text me or e-mail me.. He doesn't fucking CARE about me.. I have to keep telling myself that like every 5 minutes. Over and Over and Over again.And Over again, and over again and over again and over again. Well now, I'm gonna go watch a movie. to try to forget about the guy who doesn't love me back. LAme!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You really don't need to live this way and be so down on yourself. You have so much to offer and you are throwing it away. This is not how you really want to be. You ARE worth more. You are funny, bright, talented, intelligent. Why do you waste yourself? Life is meant to be so much more. It's up to you. Yeah, you likely are going to curse all over me. and that's fine. I just wanted you to know that someone out here really does care about your life, and has been down a really rough road and climbed up out. Just take that step out on faith.Believe in yourself truly, not like how you claim you do. I know what is inside screamiing to get out. Get rid of the shit. You CAN. It's up to you.
I know you. You can take that first step. Just do it. Don't continue to be miserable. Ok, so now you may feel free to unleash your wrath upon my words if you wish, and tell me how in control you are and that I don't know shit, and whatever. I will still have faith in the real you that is buried deep inside and just needs to take a peek out into what can be.