Tuesday, January 8, 2008
life..
Sucks.. I'm depressed. I'm upset. I'm not in my right frame of mind. My mind is racing like 100mph and I just can't get it to slow the fuck down.. I can't sleep, there is so much going on inside me. I want to laugh hysterically, I want to cry achingly, I want to play with myself, but I'm disgusted by myself.. I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm irritated, i'm glad, I'm bitchy, But happy.. Whats going on?!? Only felt like this once before.. Overstimulated.. But I know I need to sleep. Tomorrow is a big day. Not really, But it could be! You never know what tomorrow could bring. Maybe I am getting some semblance of my old self back.. The insomniac.. I'm ok with that. I'm ok with that. I'm ok with that, i'm ok with that. I'm ok with that. I'm ok with that.
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Hi sweaty...I was in same condition some days back..But u know what..I talked with my friend (girl) about it..she wasn't able to give good advise but still I concluded myself and now I m much better...So better talk to your good friend or in any case me...I am always with you..
Thank-you. Thank-you, Thank-you.. Thats all I can say right now.. i feel so alone and out of the loop most of the time. Sometimes, I think I'm crazy because I talk to myself.. But there is nobody who understands me like me, so who else CAN I talk to. Its nice to know that at my craziest, there is still someone out there listening.
are you still there??? do you have yahoo...add me,...we can chat dear
cutegurl_earth@yahoo.com
and
shy231_gal@yahoo.com
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