GAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!

YES.. GAY! I HAVE BEEN HANGING OUT AT WORK, ALL DAY, JJUST THINKING ABOUT HIM(THE GUY i KNEW BUT DIDN'T KNOW) AND IT SUCKS! I HAVE NO CLUE WHY HE KEEPS POPPING UP IN MY MIND.. I MISS HIM(OR WHO HE ACTED LIKE HE WAS BUT WASN'T)AND IT SUCKS!! I HAVE JUST BEEN THINKING ABOUT HOW GORGEOUS HIS EYES WERE, HOW MUCH I LOOOOVED HIS HEIGHT AND HIS BODY.. AND HOW MUCH I MISS JUST HANGING OUT.. THIS SUCKS! WHY CAN'T I FIND SOMEONE LIKE HOW HE ACTED LIKE HE WAS IT WAS DAMN NEAR PERFECTO!! BOY-OH-BOY!! MABYE I WILL GO HOME AND GET DRUNK TONITE AS AN EXCUSE TO CALL HIM.. NAAAAAH.. THAT JUST BODES ILL WILL FOR MYSELF AND MY POOR LITTLE HEART THAT I SEEM TO HAVE AQUIRED.. MABYE I JUST NEED SEXX...