Tonight.. Rape!!

So I was thinking about what I wanted to do tonight.. and since all of my friends are otherwise occupied, i guess it will be another friday night spent all alone at mi casa, getting smashed by myself.. BOOOOOOOOO! see this is the part where i really start missing david.. I'm paid and ready to go hang out and drink til i can't feel feelings anymore then get royally super fucked.. maybe i could drink so much i wouldn't even know how bad the sex would be.. in that case, I would totally call josh, but then there is that whole thing of me not having a phone cause i want to get a new car.. But i've looked and looked on craigslist, and I see no cars that are in my price range that are worth purchasing.. maybe like 1 or 2, but.. they don't hit me as being something i truly WANT.. so I figured that I will just get my license back.. so that way i will at least be legal.. going to do that stuff ASAP after work.. luckily, it should only cost me like $300 to do it, but i guess we will see.. the crazy part is that after i have my license, then it will open up all sorts of possibilities for vehicles for me! Heck, i may even be able to just keep my blue bullet and get tags and such for it, instead of getting a new car.. i think that thats what I'm gonna do.. bUT THAT DOESN'T DISCOUNT THE FACT THAT TONIGHT I WANN GO DO BAD THINGS, AND I HAVE NOBODY TO GO DO BAD THINGS WITH! WHAT TO DO? WHAT TO DO? SO I GUESS MR.SMITH TAKES EXCEPTION TO THE FACT THAT I MAKE PRIVATE MATTERS PUBLIC.. BUT ITS NOT AS IF HE IS THE ONE THAT HAS BEEN PUT ON BLAST WITH THIS WHOLE THING.. I MEAN, I'M THE ONE THAT LOOKS LIKE A CHUMP CAUSE I'M THE ONE WHO DECIDED TO CATCH A CASE OF THE 'I REALLY LIKE YOUS' I'M THE ONE THAT GOT LEFT LOOKING STUPID AND DUMB.. SO WHY SHOULD HE BE OUT OF SORTS FOR IT? I GUESS IT DOESN'T MATTER CAUSE WELL, WE ALL KNOW THAT WHATEVER I WANT, I WON'T GET.. UNFORTUNATELY THE THING I WANTED MOST WAS DENIED AND NOW, NOW I HAVE TO LOOK ELSEWHERE FOR MY BOOTY.. AND BOY DO I WANT ASS. TODAY I GOT ALL DRESSED UP IN SOME REALLY NICE, TIGHT JEANS, AND A CUTE LITTLE SHIRT( APPARENTLY I WAS TOLD THAT I LOOK LIKE A HOT SK8ER CHICK TODAY!) AND I DID MY BRAIDS ALL CUTE AND WAVY AND FOR WHAT TO COME TO WORK AND THEN TO GO HOME? HOW LAME IS THAT SHIT?!?! BUT ITS FRIDAY.. MAYBE I WILL BE LUCKY ENOUGH TO MEET SOME RANDOM HOT GUY AT THE BANK , OR AT THE DMV OR AT THE MESA COURT.. WE SHALL SEE I GUESS.. UGHH! HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO FIND A GUY THAT CAN FUCK ME GOOD! THIS IS LIKE THE LAMEST THING EVER.. SO TONITE.. I GUESS I WILL BE DRUNK GIRL, AT HOME, BY MYSELF, ALL ALONE, AND HORNEY.. I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THAT AGAIN! I NEED ENTERTAINMENT! I NEED ADULT ENTERTAINMENT.. ANY ONE WANT TO HANG WITH DANIELLE? PLEASE? ANYONE?