I have no Patience

for simpering young twats who don't know jack shit about jack shit! Who smokes all of my ciggys and is constantly complaining about money, but not really doing anything about it.. who don't clean up after themselves( cause they are tired from working thire 2 mall jobs, but seem to be able to find the time to have sex with the rebound guy.. if not able to do some damn dishes!)That i'm pretty sure I would be taking advantage of her good nature if i moved with her, and since she can barely afford what she has now.. she couldn't afford to upgrade to a 2bdrm.. sooo.. in that sense.. i could see the fights and arguments and the crying.. OMG!!! the Fucking crying.. She is super sensitive about like EVERY-FuCKING -THING!! its dreary!! however, I could just be feeling extremely uncharitable right now just because she gets ass, and I'm stuck re-reading old paragraphs of somebody whom I know that if sex was tried for again, wouldn't ba as good as it was written.. Its never as good as it is written.. just like the movie is never as good as the book.. But even mediocre dick is more appreciated to this pissed off and angry state of mind that I'm in.. I know its cause I'm not getting any.. I'm pretty sure of that shit..Maybe I should just recant and say ..'hey guy! Yes, lets have some sex" but I can't just do it once.. and i couldn't just do it twice! and I couldn't be one of those every once in a while things.. i would have to have it every weekend like fucking clock work.. and since that would cut into his 'I feel the need to go try and break a bone in my body' time.. and since i would be put as a distant 2nd to bullshit, it would just piss me off and frustrate me more.. So what is a girl to do in this situation? I mean, to be honest, I DON'T really like him all that much.. its just that he is available and something to ease the stress after a hard week.. like a nice glass of scotch.. I mean its something you like to do, something you could do with out, but something that you would rather not have to do with out.. Does any of this shit makes sense? I already know what i'm gonna do in the instance of the crybaby.. i will make rediculous demands of her that she won't be able to handle, there by ultimately desroying what friendship we COULD have had.. cause I know, that as soon as she is out of this place.. she will be pretty much gone from my mind.. even if the phone was turned back on.. the callprobably wouldn't be answered.. plus since i drink( cause I am of age) and I like to occasionally smoke the funky smelling tobacco(and she doesnt) I'm pretty sure that it just wouldn't work out.. did I mention that she is fucking dirty? its white trash hell in that house.. and I just can't live in a place that smells, or looks like the outside of a trailer( or the inside depending on where you come from) And I don't like to share.. I don't ! and i could see her bumming from me all the time, eating my food, taking my stuff, letting her unsavory sounding ex, into the house to let him rifle thru my shit whilst shes not looking.. and them him moving back in to mooch.. I said DRAMA!! just like the whole of last night! I didn't care to meet those fucking people she JUST had to have me meet! I didn't want to "hang" at PV Mall with a bunch of underage fucktards! I didn't want to have to spend my last monies so that her and her equally retarded friend could smoke up all my shit! hell she went and got 2 fucking packs this morning.. why couldn't she have done thaT shit last night? IDK? I just wanted to look at cars! thats it!! she had to go find out that some friend she hasn't talk to in like a bajillion years shot himself.. shes bawling, and all i can ask is why the fuck me? why the fuck does this shit gotta be tonite? then her fucktarded friend, loses her wallet with all her shit in it and i tell her what to do.. she cancels her shit anyways! I just don't understand these chicks.. but it doesn't matter.. I figure that i will just have to tell her at lunch today that i made an error in this offer, and that its just not a good idea.. I will play the 'don't wanna fuck up our friendship' card, and also the ' it would be more cost effective for you' card.. cause i don't want to live with ANOTHER lame girly girl whom i would have no patience for.. By Satans eyeteeh.. I need to get laid.. Before i seriously hurt someone..or myself..SEX!! SEX!! SEX!! SEX!! SEX!! SEX!!! SEX!!!