so after the fact..

I told the fucking crybaby that it was a bad ideaand she accepted it.. i guess she was thinking that we were somehow preserving our friendship.. OK.. I keep thinking about making an offer to the loser who plagues my thoughts at this time..he is a pox on my brain i tell you, A POX! but ya know..whateve.. i know that if i was to give in, it would just frustrate me more.. so, i will just bide my time until i find another delightful distraction for the moment.. hopefully it will be as delightful as he was.. i pray even more so.. I have been seriously thinking about propositioning Brian.. Mainly cause.. well.. Hes got a big ole dick and i just need to be stuffed at this time.. i figue that i would already know what i would be getting myself into.. cause we have been down that road before.. so i would just make it a point to realize that i would have to do all the work.. so that brings me back to the fact that since I am not lazy in the sack, then niether should my partner be.. but ya know.. right now.. i might even call up that josh guy.. even though it was completely horrible!! Just for the simplicity of being filled.. I just wwant to be snatched up, and handleed roughly.. fucked like a dirty slut in all holes and then left immedialty afterward to digest on how good and proper i was fucked.. i want more than one guy at a time and i want... i want to be fucked.. hoew else can i say it, beg for it, pleading for someone game enough for a night of true debauchery to step up to the plate.. someone not afraid to take as well as give.. someone to make me forget about everyother person or thing that i've had previously.. someone to dominate all my senses.. someone to bend me over backward.. someone to test my limits, someone to wear my fucking pussy out! Someone who can fuck me until I bleed.. someone... anyone.. now, I'm going to go take a looooong lesuirly bath and play with myself.. maybe i will see if i can fit my fist in my pussy this time.. ..naw.. i'll just stick with my toy.. By Satans right ear.. I miss my Seanathon!! Goddamn.. that muthafuka still to this day, has no equal..