Satisfaction, Frustration, all everything in between!

So.. I had Like the BEST time with BB lastnight.. So Hot, So sexxxxy.. So very much better than of late.. Had I known that all it took for him to give me great sex was a sugarfree redbull and a $5 pizza from little ceasers, I would have done this crap a looooooooooooooong time ago.. It was Awesome just to 'hang' with him agian anyways.. and I was nice and actually told him! I think That may have swelled his head just a little though.. But I t was! I MISSED JUST BEING CHILL WITH HIM, INSTEAD OF HAVING BAD SEX AND ARGUING OVER STUPID SH*T.. OH YES I WILL TALK IT, AND I PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, TO TRY TO GET SOME SORT OF REACTION OUT OF HIM.. YA KNOW, JUST CAUSE I LOVE TO SEE HIM ALL PISSED OFF AND WHATEVER.. WHY? CAUSE IT MAKES THE sex soooooooo very much better.. so I thought.. Now I know that pizza and red bull is the way to go!I guess after now, i will just have to keep that sh*t in my car!! OMG!! It was absolutely Fantastic!! Watch.. Now he is going to never call me and/or ignore me and I will have to next him.. NEXT!! I mean, that will happen eventually ayways, if nothing else for the simple fact than he wants to breed at somepoint.. ewwwww! So I told him that I was pretty much just grroming him for his future GF( which we all know will turn out to be his long time H.S. friend).. But I also told him that he is to immature to have a GF at this time in his life.. since all he wants to do is skate.. not many girls are down for being put on the back burner for something like that.. especially when he isn't really making any money off of it.. But that is what I pretty much told him.. IDK.. I told him that if a girl is looking to be with a guy, it won'tbe about how much money he makes or what kind of car that he drives.. it will be about how well he can see her true self.. ok maybe I didn't tell him all that, but I should have.. I just didn't want him to take it the wrong way and think I was trying to 'hook-up' with him in that way.. But I did realize last night, that I am missing an earring.. it never fails!! I just cannot wear earrings and have sex with him.. I ALWAYS lose one.. I just hope it doesn't turn up on his couch and his mom finds it and is all like "whats this?" that would be uncomfortable.. But The SEX!! It was fabulous.. I've got this picture of us, and the way he looked in the picture, just reminds me of what we did immediately after taking it.. So f*ing sexxy! I swear to nataS! If he hadn't been a dick to me that one time, then I would be more than happy to traverse down the happy hardcore road of monagamy with him.. But after the surepstious convo last night, I realize that no matter how f*ing AWESOME the sex is, it just wouldn't go anywhere with us.. OMG!! He is such a little hottie to me! I don't even understand why! When I'm around him, I can't seem to keep my hands off him.. I just want to touch, to feel, to taste, to be a dirty little slut with him.. Much dirtier than I do believe he could ever f*ing imagine.. I figure that if he thinks that this is the culmination of my kinkiness, he has alot to learn about me.. It was wierd, he wasn't overly ruff with me last nioght( like i would have wanted him to be) But it was just so deliciously sexy, to be just 'sorta' nuaghty.. I think that the whole thing about him living with mom kinda turns me on too.. Wierd and a little Lame I know, But it was like being in H.S. and coming home after school to have sex before the parents got home.. I guess I like it so much cause I never really got a chance to be in the situation.. so I think thats why it doesn't bother me over much.. I mean.. I just know that I gotta be more careful with this guy.. Cause he is an incredibly astute student.. or for those of you who don't do vocabulary words, a qick and thourough learner.. I just keep looking at the pictures going Ahhhhh.. How cute are we.. and then I have to shake myself and remember that he acted a damn fool once with me, and I refuse to be put in that position EVER again.. Okies people, no mas WRITTING NOW.. GOTS OTHER STUFF TO DO..