God Bless it..I am Satans Bastard Child

Cause my life apparently has this type of shit goin on.. LAME.. But it does make for a decent story line! BTW.. after reading this, scroll all the way to the bottom and read up.. i'm to lazy to cut and paste it to read right.. this guys blog.. http://www.blogger.com/profile/06497103050847828167

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RE: sadness?
Bored? Lonely? I thought all you needed was your sk8 board David.. It wasn't so much a nerve that you struck, as it was that I think I really just needed for you to be honest with me in the 'WHY?' factor.. Cause it did seem to come out of left field to me.. Thank-you for the closure.. and as far as me being disappointed in you as a person, honestly I wasn't all that disappointed( until the very end at least).. I liked your awkward , shy, bad dressing self.. it was your own unique style that you had.. I mean even you had to admit that size 50million doesn't look as good as size large does.. but regardless of that change.. did it ever occur to you that i met you, and liked you regardless of these things.. as far as that whole shyness, I just thought that you knew me better and was starting to open up.. it was not my intention to make you feel as if I was 'nitpicking' at you.. I was just giving my honest opinion( alot of the times unsolicited).. I have never thought of you as a Pussy.. Maybe a little bit of a loser ;) but in a good, hes doing his own thing kinda way.. I liked you the way you were.. i didn't even notice that there was a change, just thought you were showing me a side that nobody else saw.. i guess i did over think it.. As for, my own personal Danielleism.. Yeah.. I can be a bit much( I know this!).. and if I don't talk shit to you, it means i DON'T like you.. to me its kind of a term of endearment.. Thats why I was so perplexed when you told me that you didn't like sarcastic people.. But I guess a little ass WILL make you over look somethings.. to be honest.. I DIDN'T want to be your gf.. I DID just want to have fun, and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of kinky sex.. soo I understand now.. Thanks again for clearing things up.. It honestly may have just saved your life.. :)~.. P.S. You don't have to fix the link, and you can do whatever you want with your blog.. I just don't care anymore..

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From: david
Date: Oct 9, 2007 9:13 PM



Yeah, so, I was just writing these messages in a friendly matter because Iam bored and lonely.
No harm was intended. I guess I stuck a nerve or maybe like the fish that we are, you over-examined and put too much thought into my writings.......
But since we are on the topic, lets clear somethings up!
I never had a "clever" disguise. Iam not that smart or have the time to make up some fake personality to get pussy.
I was myself
Me,being myself, was something that continously dissappointed you. I hated being a dissappointment to you. I felt like shit everytime you said that. So that is why I couldn't be my quiet,boring,akward self around you. It felt like everything I did was wrong to you. From the way I dressed to how much I didn't talk. Iam a pussy and a loser, I guess in some peoples' eyes,but not in mine.
Also, at the time of bringing you back it was more about sex for me. I thought that is all you wanted. I do recall you even saying that you just wanted to be friends and have sex. I wanted a relationship so bad with someone and I was so glad that a girl actually took interest in me that certain things were overlooked. Soon realized that I couldn't handle your constant craving for attention and your "Danielle is always right and must be first!" persona. You were always upfront about that to me. I just didn't want to see it. Soon it became something I couldn't stop stareing at.
Anyways, I don't want to argue because its useless. I justed to wanted explain myself a little.I doubt this cleared anything up because you tend to believe what you want just so you are right.
~David James Smith
P.S. My blog will be updated soon and your link is being fixed.


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From: I hope you break your face too!
Date: 09/10/2007


why ask any questions at all? You didn't feel that same about me as I did about you, so who really cares( besides me)? I'm pretty sure your not looking cause sk8ing is all you need in life right? Must be nice to has something that feels your life so completely, that outside human contact is redundant.. and as far as me actually getting sum.. I don't think it counts if its BAAAAAD..(oh so baaad!) I do like the fact that you still enjoy the memories of our previous encounters..But the key word is previous.. meaning nolonger happening, so memories is all either of us have.. I don't remember much other than certain times when it was really good or really awkward, but whateve.. as far as fooling around again with you.. hehehehehe.. I would have to be really drunk and acidentally dial your number again, which wouldn't happen since I no longer have a phone.. Call it.. its off! But I figure, that I will try to grant your last wish of doing my best to stay out of your atmosphere, and let you do what you feel is best for you.. I mean, that is what you wanted when you basically told me that you had been lying to me the whole time I knew you about what your true nature was.. it was my own stupid fault for not being able to see thru your 'clever' disguise.. or maybe, i didn't want to.. just cause.. idk.. I figured you bringing me back to AZ was your way of making the "grand gesture" But obviously, it wasn't.. I guess sex WAS all you wanted.. and to be honest, I'm glad I had to go thru this bullshit again.. it WILL set me straight an realize, that no matter what you think is there between you and a person, There really is Nothing, but...

P.S. Up date your blog on blogspot.. either put up some new shit to watch, or something.. also, the link to my blog is all shot to hell, you may want to try fixing it, cause it just leads to an error page..
Not gonna fall,
Danielle(the truthful one)

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From: david
Date: Oct 9, 2007 6:29 PM


I am sorry Danielle. First, that your latest conquest was a dissappointment,but hey, at least you got some. Why was it a bust? Did he try to makeout with you? Not into cunnilingus? Didn't know that spot right above your clit to put pressure on?Small fingers? Or he didn't know how to move his hips? Why Iam asking these questions? I haven't gotten any,but its not like Iam really looking.
Second, Iam sorry that I told you about my fanasty,I just thought that you would be interested in how I was still enjoying memories of our previous sexual encounters. And by the repeative reading on your part of those few sentences you did enjoy that tid bit of info. Now, actually having sex again....thats up to you. I don't want those damn emotions getting in the way again.
Yours Truely,
Mr.Smith(yes, that is my real name)



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From: u R AN iDiOt, aND eVERyONe KNoWs
Date: 09/10/2007


ooh Mr. smith( if that is your real name) You tempt me so!! you would go and tell me such a dirty little thing like that.. You really do SUCK!.. and as for JoSh.. eh.. I was disappointed.. But I should be used to that.. I can't help but to re-read what you wrote over and over.. and You really are an ASSHOLE for telling me something you know I would do at just about anytime.. Whateve.. I hope everything works out for you.. -Evil Demon Succubis

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From: david
Date: Oct 8, 2007 11:57 PM


Don't worry about the drunk dialing. It was funny considering you first called my phone looking for "Josh". I was also intoxicated at the time you called and the thought of random drunken violent sex with u got me very turned on...but I knew shouldn't be driving so I had my friend drop me off at my house and I masturbated to the idea of picking u up,fucking u doggystyle in the backseat of my car, pulling your braids, smacking your ass,pulling out and making u drain the cum out of my cock with your lucious lips,and then just dropping u off.
Thanks for the fanasty!

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From: u R AN iDiOt, aND eVERyONe KNoWs
Date: 08/10/2007


OMG!! that is a most unfortunate happenstance! Especially having to watch the footage of it several times! I feel bad for being a smart ass now( and kinda hopeing that you DID break something, so I could cum over and help nurse you back to health LOL..)Please let Mr. Heeter know that I am pleased that he is alive and such and that he should ask them to give him Neorotonin, or even Extravan( which is made from marijuana).. those would I'm sure make him feel extreeeemley good! Hope he feels better, and I would tell you not to take it so hard, but not knowing you all that well, i would be out of line I'M SURE.. JUST LIKE ME CONTACTING YOU IS PROBABLY INCREDIBLY OUT OF LINE.. i APOLOGIZE FOR MY DRUNKIN DIALING NIGHT.. AND HOPE THAT EVERYTHING GOES WELL FOR YOUR FRIEND..

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From: david
Date: Oct 8, 2007 7:27 PM


I didn't break anything,but my friend did. On Saturday afternoon, My friend, Paul Heeter, and I were out skating and filming. We went to the first spot and he got his trick. After that, we decided to check out this gap he wanted to ollie. The gap was a weird one because he had to ollie between a tree branch and land on a small sidewalk. He was kinda sketched about trying it so I offered some words of incouragement. I knew it would make for some good footage. Not that many people ollie through trees so it would be a cool clip. He decided to give it a go. So, I got across the street with the video camera. He rolled up to the gap and didn't ollie,just jumped through the branch and hit the edge of the sidewalk and fell forward straight into a moving car. I thought he got his head ran over. I was in shock. When I ran across the street he was under the car screaming,face and hands bloody. I helped him up and he sat down on the curb. His right arm was broken and burnt. 3 of his fingers were broke and bleeding. His mouth was draining red crimson as well due to bits of his teeth the broke off and cut his lips. An ambulance was quickly called and took him away to the hospital. I had to stay and deal with the cops which involved having to watch and hear the footage of the fall mulitpal times.
That sucked. I went to the hospital but was unable to see him because he was in the Trauma unit. So, I drove his suv back to his house and informed his famliy. Later, that night he called me from the hospital to let me know that he was alive(but hitting the morphine button as much as possible) and had to get sugery the next day. Thats why Iam sad.... I filmed my friend almost die.

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From: i'M A MONSTER AND EVERYDAY IS HOLLOWEEN!!
Date: 08/10/2007


Why are you sad? did you break something?!?