the horror-scope!

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PISCES
February 19-March 20
Daily Extended: October 17, 2007


The problem with being too philosophical is that it can be easy to get caught up in your own thoughts. Think too much about people's motivations and societal complications right now, and you will get overwhelmed by the sheer scope of things. Instead, turn your philosophical scope down to a pinpoint of light, and let it illuminate your personal life. For now, just focus on the people in your life and what they're thinking about. That will make you feel like you can make a difference.


all I can say about this is oooooooookaay.. so I haven't written a post in a while cause, well I havent had much to really write aboot.. Ok thats a total fabrication and we all know it.. I think that its cause I have sooo much to say aaalll of the time..I realized that i can literally talk from the time i wake up, and on into the night.. with the occasional smoke, food, and drink break.. I would say potty break, but I LIKE having some one to talk to even when I'm on the toilet.. Especially when I'm going #2.. I don't even know WHY I talk so much.. Does anyone have an idea? Cause I would really like to know.. Maybe I should stop smoking so that I can continue to do so with out sounding like a DUDE.. But ok yesterday was alright.. like i worked and it was a pretty productive day at work, and then I went to the crybabies house to hang with her since the J-O-B is nolonger on and crackin.. so.. we hung out and drank sangria and mudslides and then jb hung out too! we did a little shopping, and this chik is bit*hing about not being able to make rent and then goes out an purchases another fu*king sweater that she doesn't need cause she has like 3 others that look exactly like it instead of just sticking with the pants that she needs to purchase for her new job.. I could see if she did this with say an item costing oh 5 to 6 dollars, but this sweater would have put enough gas in her car for a week or have made a sigificant difference in paying her rent.. ok i may be exaggerating, the sweater was like $12.99 and she bout pants for like $9.99 and then some random chonies for like $2 a piece..She was able to get this cause she had credit for returning some items at the store we were at.. But when she went to pay, she didn't have as much in credit as she thought she did, and ended up spending like $30.. I didn't have money to spend, but I bought a shirt for work for like $7 and a pair of man chonies to sleep in.. and I don't mean boxers.. hehehe.. for like $2.00.. oh-yes.. and I bought some much needed earings for myself, ya know, so I can look like a girl.. Now I understand this whole thing of her saying that after all she has gone through, she needed to splurge a little and do something to make herself happy.. I do understand and realize that shop therapy is one of the was for stressed out divas to releive that stress.. However.. I would NOT waste money on a sweater in which I already have several that look like it, over paying my rent!!! I would blow rent money on shoes..YES ON SHOES>> But i will be damned if it would be something else!! I wouldn't even buy alcohol or smokes.. I would just have to do with out.. But I can never do without shoes!! and the crazy part about it is that I found a pair that I really liked, but I just wasn't in the mood to have them.. Hmmmm.. ok maybe I didn't like them THAT much.. I mean it would take a pretty Snazzy pair of shoes to make me spend rent or gas money on them.. actually I was trying to look for those old skool socks that have the 3stripes on the top.. but i swear the only thing close to those that I can find, are the soccer socks.. and those are like $10/ pair!! No sirrah.. I will not be getting those.. I wish somebody could find where those socks are at and just get them for me! cause DAMMIT I want at least 1 pair.. I want them to be either black or red.. or blue.. or ooohhh!! even yellow!! OMG!! I would love to have some PURPLE oNES!! but since it is so very hard to find those stupid fucking socks, I'm sure purple is out of the question.. soooo holloween is coming up.. my most favorite holiday!! You know what I want to do.. I want to go to the fair and see alice cooper, I want to have sex at the fair while alice cooper is playing.. I want to do it in an extremley public place, and then, I want to go to an Indian burial ground and do it on a fresh dug grave at like 2 in the morning.. ahhhh!! OMG!! that sounds like so much fun! Either that or go to a haunted house and get lost and end up fooling around somewhere inside.. U-G-H!! That sounds like heaven.. ok I lied heaven would be finding some 'X' and then going to do all of this rolling my ass off!! So fucking fun!!! But alas.. I have nobody to do such wonderfully evil and derelect things with.. I want to get all dreesed up like a nun, but have nothing on underneath.. i think that would be super HOT!! But it probably wont happen.. Que Lastimo!!! So I figured that this weekend I will probably just hang around my house and redo my hair.. well some of my hair, Hopefully, I will be getting some ass if not within this week, then most defiantely this weekend.. plus, I have ot going on at work on saturday, and i have to be at work at 6am.. bright and shiny and with a smiley happy face on, so apparently, no late night on friday either.. BOOOOOOO!! But its probably for the best.. ot is always a good thing.. this way, the check I'm going to have to get my new car with will be substantial.. hopefully I can get waaaaaaay more hours that I got the last time I did ot.. like at least 4more, but i don't think that they will have 12hrs of work for me to do..But it would be nice.. I think that I should get some ass this evening, but I know its not going to happen.. my phone just died and DADDY had just told me that he was sending me some sexy picts of his sexy ass.. Oh B-O-Y!! Now, I have to wait until I get home and charge my phone to see them, if I am able to recieve them at all! BOOOOOOO!! I cant even call that one guy to ask him for sex immediately after work today.. that makes me super sad in my happiest place.. which makes it not my happiest place at all anymore.. SEX!! SEx!! SEX!! SEX!! SEX!! Thats what I want.. the dirty kind that you have when you go all slutfest on folks and leave them breathless and gagging for more.. ya know.. not your everday run of the mill, ass smackina and face slapping.. but ruff, nail gouges and bite marks that draw blood, pulling out clumps of hair and being so loud, that Natas himself stops to take a gander at whats going on.. I want to howl in pain and in pleasure at a touch, I want to be made to beg for more, I want to be used, no questions, just fucked so hard, that my pussy bleeds! I want my asshole to be ravaged and i want to be washing the cum out of my hair for weeks afterward! OMG!! I'm getting myself all super hot and bothered by just thinking about the carnage.. I want it so ruff, that when we are done, and we look at each other, we see blood splattered all over both our faces.. OMG!! I just want to be raped! this is torture! Not having available acess to someone who can just let go and do it the way I need it done.. BOOOOOOO!! Fuck this.. I'm only gonna make myself upset and angry if i keep thinking about it.. I gotta talk to my sensei.. I haven't heard from him since this weekend.. I want to go to a rave and hang out.. I want a massage, I want... I want.. I want... By NataS's right thumb! I want it all!!